Sunday, January 10, 2010
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Lives changing, including me! --]
It has really been quite sometime since I blog... Oh well, let's get started.
Things have changed a lot around me now, be it be the new ministries I'm in or new friends I'm starting to know around, my last post really showed that I'm being emo for a while.... Looks like it that way.
My friends, many are still here, but some have left... Wonder why, what for they treat me as friends only before and not now? Did I do something wrong? I'm not THAT straight forward, or rather, I don't even know how to go forward.
I really begin to start to learn a lot of things, and being the same usual self is just being plain stupid. I wish I know what those friends are thinking of me right now, of whether I'm even a friend? Maybe. I don't know.
I'm going to enter a new phrase of life pretty soon, after I get that pink slip from my neighbour... But in any case, can I gather courage to call these once friends of mine? Some are still hanging out around me, but still, I guess in words I AM a friend, but in heart I'm just a passer-by.
I have known quite a few wonderful friends now, example Edward, Guo Hua, Wei Qi, Mavrick, Zhi Hui, Randy, and their school gang! XD
Even friends around me for quite some time but only to know a little bit more about them now, like Justin, Beston, Chee Wee, Aaron!
Heh, when the new comes, does the old back off? I'm not sure, I'm not one of my older friends. But one thing I'm sure, I get to have more friends! Hah, I can't get enough of just being around them and seeing how each one of them have their own cool style.
Like Guo Hua doesnt' look much, but pretty good in games, just like Guo Xiang! And Edward who is not just good at studying, but good in relationship with people around him. For once I thought about what would happen if the Kent Ridge guys split up, and still I saw Zhi Hui being very enthusiastic around, when the word "happy" is split up, it has it own's joy too! Mavrick and Wei Qi are really pros in games, and keep denying it, but... ROAR, just wanna pwn them.
Seeing how Chee Wee plays during XRave, made me realised that there's a new level to teamwork, not just the plain "We work together" theory. Beston? I'm still thinking if he's in an international school, will he learn many new languages? Haha!
I'm so looking forward to see how these people around me develop their uniqueness. And I'm so going to improve myself too! Hurray for friends!
"It's not how I have become, but how You have made me to become." - Alvin.
I will serve You as long as I have breath. 5:01:00 PM
