Tuesday, August 18, 2009
[-- Availability Vs Busy. --]
For this period, many of my friends are busy with tests and projects...
For this period, I'm the one who is helping to see if they need help and help them...
Many of my friends are all studying hard to give their all for God...
I'm serving and giving my all for God with my time...
Many of my friends are not giving up God at all...
I'm not giving God up too...
But in all this... Aren't I the most free... The person with the most time to spend? I know that I'm helping out, but can't I really help MORE? Even my leader, Christian who is busy, remembered that I fell sick and when I saw him in the toilet last week, he asked if I was better... I didn't know that I'm really being cared for so much...
And that is when my question is answered fully, if whether the leaders I trust cared about me. To those who don't believe that our leaders are busy and forgotten about you, you are really wrong. And with this, I'm ever more motivated to help them, loving them, serving God with them! Hahaha, a blog to write down how I feel... Not many reads, but God does. Starting from the draft that I write, He's already looking at it. Pastors too, I know they know me, because during AMT, Pastor How said : "Let me look at you guys, and know some of you." He did not called me to stand or go up the stage even after looking at me or around a few times. That proved something, doesn't it! Hahaha, this post I'm not writing as a blogger, but as a person who appreciate what God done.
"You have not gave up on me no matter how many mistakes I have done, and in return, I will never ever have again the thought of leaving you." - Alvin
I will serve You as long as I have breath. 10:47:00 PM
